4 Months

Well it's been 4 months now.... 4 months of hell - 4 months of crappy sleep - 4 months of eating too much or not enough - 4 months of being angry then not angry - 4 months of wondering - 4 months of discovery - 4 months of learning - 4 months of agony - 4 months of missing him - 4 months of feeling abandoned - 4 months of utter loneliness - 4 months of "So, how you doin?" - 4 months of decisions - 4 months of counting the days..... vicki lee