What do I do!

Well this coming Sunday would have been our 29th wedding anniversary... have already made some arrangements to go somewhere in the evening but not looking forward to being in the house or alone!! What I would like to do is curl up in a ball, on the end of my couch, in my bathrobe and slippers. No phone calls, no internet, no texting, no TV, just me a box of tissues and 10 gallons of ice cream!! I had no idea it would be this hard, I keep asking myself over and over again, what do I do about the house, the truck, the bike, the bills, my life..... vicki lee