So be it...

Well, it's Monday and things are about the same with one exception. He plans on riding the motorcycle again if the doctor tells him he has no restrictions on what he can and can't do... And, as you can well imagine this started a huge argument which has now led to us not speaking AGAIN!!! And, as usual, he made me feel like I hadn't done anything to contribute to our marriage or our home. Okay God, if this is really where I'm supposed to be then so be it, if this is the way I'm supposed to feel all the time then so be it.